back for more whining…

Reading The Plague, by Camus, and spending many hours playing game after game of Internet Spades. Which is just great for irritated, blurry eyes. And I wonder why I’m getting depressed again. Also, the days are getting shorter, Winter will be upon us before you know it, and we’ve never really had Summer! Michael was on the Internet yesterday and found a house in Hilo, HI for $179K. He wants to move there and get involved in the Hawaii independence movement. I just want to get involved in SOMETHING. Anything besides all this wasting of time. The days are slipping by so fast. I’ll be 40 in less than 4 months. Yeah, I know, there’s nothing to do and nowhere to go — as the Advaita Vendanta people say. Still, why do I have the nagging sensation that I’M WASTING MY LIFE?!?!?

(Did you miss me?)

1 thought on “back for more whining…

  1. Kmeelyon

    09.29.2004 2:52 pm

    I just was starting to feel a bit sad that nobody had written back to say, “Yes! Yes, Beth! We missed you!”

    Cuz you know we all did.

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